I have decided to close myself off
Take time away
To heal, to rest, to be with myself
To let the wounds close
I'm not ready for a relationship
I need to fix me first
Friends are nice, but they can't help
I must do this on my own
Sometimes I like being out of contact
No one to bother me
Sometimes wishing I could fall off the grid
Disappear altogether
And yes, boredom does visit me
But its what I deserve
Punishment for the things I have done
The silence my friend
Alone thinking, how
How to put myself back together
Gathering the pieces
Like a jigsaw puzzle
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