FML

Its amazing how lonely one truly gets when they are truly alone. Its like the walls closing in on you.

Friggin computer crashed! What the hell? I soooo love windows! Not!

Another day to go work for the man. I really shouldn't bitch. My boss is cool and the people who work for me are pretty cool. But I do seem to hire strange ones

I need to hear my woman tell me I'm loved and she loves the way I love her. I need her touch, her smile and her love. Unconditionally. As she expects the same.

We all get depressed. We all need someone to tell us, hey it'll get better. We all have a desire to be loved. I don't think its wrong for man to want this.

I know right now I hurt. I haven't hurt like this in a long time. I so need a good woman to help me realize that I don't have to hurt. Give me a safe haven.

It shouldn't make a difference if I want to be tender with a woman, alone when I feel the world is closing in on me. I need comfort and a safe haven.

Does it make me less of a man to want these things? I do hurt so bad, I long for the touch of a woman, a woman who cares for me. I need to feel safe.

Is it wrong for a man to hurt? To long for the comfort of womans touch? Is it wrong to want to be held by a woman and told everything will get better?

The desire is strong. Just have to think this thru.

What if they are willing to share and both know each other? Does that make it better?

Is it wrong to love 2 women and have feelings equally for both? Can we all share and be happy?

So can a person love 2 people equally? Can 2 people share 1 person and all be happy? Hmmmmm

Ask them how their day was. Let them know what they mean to you. Don't be afraid to show a soft side with your lady. But be a man also. They don't want a wuss.

After a hard day of work your lady there to comfort you. But remember guys you have to take care of them also. Show them attention, make them feel special.

Women are so beautiful. I just love women. They way they walk. They way they talk. I love watching their hips move. Nothing like the soft touch from a woman.

Its amazing the things I wanna try. The things that stir my soul. The things that arouse me. I need to follow them to see where they lead.

So another day of exploring my mind. The more I explore the deep I go. Things I repressed coming to the surface. Desires long kept dormant now stirring.

I really need to crash. I have stuff to do tomorrow (today). Alright I'll blog later. Peace and chicken grease.

These pass months have allowed me to really look within myself and find out what I'm about. I realized that some of my desires were not being met.

Its 3:30 in the morning and I'm up and loneliness is still sitting next to me. This bitch has been with me for at least a couple of months. Bitch go away!

the falling part down first. But it is hard when your use to have someone there to catch you when you did. Sometimes things just change.

Today I learned that I have to learn how to fall all over again. There is no one there to catch me. But I guess if I want to learn fly again I should get