Again I am alone,
By choice, by fate, by chance?
What is it that I’m looking for?
Something is missing from my life
My soul does not feel complete
Like something is missing
Am I looking for something that was
Taken away from me,
Stolen by a bad childhood?
I can feel the lonely hands of darkness
On my shoulders
When I turn my head it’s all I see
Her cloak envelopes me
Surrounds me within
But yet I enjoy it, I feel at home
The light can no longer blind my eyes
But the darkness is just a bandage
It still cannot stop the pain that I feel
I hate being alone, it frightens me
But at the same time excites me
Maybe it’s time I came out of my shell
Let the true person show through
But who exactly is this person
Do I really know myself?
Do I want too?
What beastly desires will be unleashed?
What have I been holding back all of these years?
Fear? Desire? Lust? Love? Anger?
My soul aches for a cure, but what is the
Fucking cure?
Will I ever find it? Will I carry this tortured soul forever?
Sometimes I feed off the pain. Sometimes it feeds off of me
Will I burn out before the fuel of my soul does,
Or whither away in the cold darkness of my very own soul?
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