Poem: Heal

Heal

Here I lay in this bed
It seems big without someone
I'm in no rush to fill it
But it makes me feel alone

When I come home
Their's no one to greet me
Just the ticking of the clock
And the silence from that morning

I check my emails
Surf the net
But still I feel the void
I can hear the loss

I don't want to bother
My friends or family
They have their own problems
They don't need to deal with mine

I try to keep myself occupied
Try to find a distraction
But nothing is working right now
Soon I will move on

I lay in bed, thinking
Picturing things in my mind
Trying to work thru this
Trying to piece myself back together

Eventually I'll feel better
Who knows maybe even love again
The pieces will be put back
And the damage repaired